Wanted: Dreamcatcher.

I had the most bizarre dream last night. I was over at my friends house (which was odd and disorderly) and we were discussing the matter of Young Woman medallions and about the Young Woman in Excellence Program. When I mentioned that I had received my Young Woman's medallion at the age of seventeen they became astounded. How on earth could one so young achieve such a great honor? When they noticed my surprised look they explained... In order to achieve the Young Woman's Medallion and finish the Program you had to construct, by hand, a huge and working and amazing camera. The costs were sure to be great and it was sure to take years.

After hearing this I told my friend and her mother (with whom I was having the discussion) that I did not think that that was fair and that NOBODY was ever going to graduate the program because no one has the financial means to construct, by hand, a huge and working and amazing camera. So, standing there in my friend's house (which was odd and disorderly) I came to the realization that I am a failure. I did not graduate Young Woman's and I did not earn the medallion that I proudly stash in my bathroom cupboard underneath the q-tips. I woke up from my dream feeling horrible. What could it mean? ...Do you think maybe I'm paranoid that I can't find my camera?

P.S. Have you ever woken up from a dream and thought, "Hey, I've had that dream before." And then, the more you think about it, the more you realize that you actually haven't had that dream you dreamed before and that you only dreamed that you had previously dreamed that dream...before? ...Has that ever happened to you?